PLEASE pray for me. I feel like I’m losing all hope, brothers and sisters 🙁
I am completely isolated and without Christian fellowship where I am, since I was in a serious car accident at the end of last year. I have no family and no friends, and the loneliness is taking its toll.
It is in this isolated and lonely place, whilst I slowly heal from the trauma, that I continually and repeatedly fall in the area of perversion. I have just fallen once again today brothers and sisters 🙁 I truly need a miracle from God.
Just to be completely vulnerable and transparent, I have given the enemy access to my life through anonymously visiting online chat rooms, websites and apps that have phone / webcam facilities, accessing pornography, having perverse conversations with strangers in writing and verbally and self-pleasuring. It devastates me to even write this and confess this before you brothers and sisters and God this day, but I need to expose the lies of the enemy and the darkness he is trying to destroy me in – so God can shine His light and rescue me from the pit of destruction I find myself in. I need God’s mercy more than ever as I confess and repent and say how truly sorry, I am for all my sin.
I desperately want and need Jesus Christ to save me from my sins. For Him to truly become Lord and Savior of my life and to be my first love. To know my true identity in Him, and the love of my Heavenly Father as His son. To know the person of Holy Spirit and the comfort and counsel He brings, as well as being shown all truth.
To be completely transparent, I’ve confessed and repented publicly before and tried to fast, pray, cry out to God previously…. And I still seem to continually fall. I truly don’t know why and I need help.
I’m hopeful that today is my day for a supernatural miracle from God! For divine breakthrough as you lift me up in prayer faithful Life 100.3 family. I ask that God gives each of you the grace & insight as to what is going on in my life.